writing what I'm thinking

I think it's weird, that people are jelouse of me because they think I'm outgoing...I'm really not. I'm a shy person. so people are jelouse, because of something I'm not. O.o

I watched lord of war yesterday and I think it's a good movie. somehow I like nicolas cage.

aw, i hate it, when I see somebody and can't remember where I've seen him before...

it would be sooo cool, if I can go to england this summer. I'm already planning. I also want to go to a festival this summer. do i have enough money???

oh, I got so many lovely things from Lucy. a big thank you to you lucy.

Joko

I went to the red carpet of the ECHO(famous german music award) and I met Joko...see:

all in all a good week

finally I talked things over with a friend of mine and we're okay again. I thought about these things she said alot and finally two days ago I went out with friends and she was there too. after a while I asked her, to explain things to me, and she wasn't even offended. I'm very happy with how things turned out.
so that was the most importans thing for me last week. now I have to think about this photoshoot I'll have to do. it won't be easy, but I hope with alittle helf from my friend *sings* everything will be good.

oh and check out my new video(also on youtube):

a pizza à la maximum rock

so i just had an awesome saturday with my best friend. I just always have so much fun with her. now I'm very tired, because we didn't sleep much, but that's okay.^^ I'm looking forward to the next meeting. or our next (monthly) weekend we spend togehther.

okay, so I have some (rocking) plans for this year already:
- in april, I will go to Braunschweig with friends for a band party with oomph!
- in july I will go to the zita-rock-festival once again
- somewhere between I have to apply for uni and decide where i want to go and what i want to do with my life
- also i have to go to Regensburg sometime this year, because I have to visit a friend there. haven't seen her a while

that's it for now...

love.hugs.and rock'n'roll

it's been a while

yeah, I made some new friends and lost some friends, especially that one girl I thought was a good friend of mine. well, years of friendship(at least I thought, it was friendship) doesn't mean anything to her. so...I really don't want to see her again. she said some really mean things about me and I don't think I can forgive her...

there is not much going on in my life at the moment. applycation for my fav uni is soon and I still have to work on my portfolio, but I think can do it.

aaaargh...and then there was this handball match today. really I like danmark and it's totally okay, that they won, but these referees were just blind. I haven seen a more incapable person ever!!! +grrr+

love. hugs. and rock'n'roll.

decisions to make and things to learn

okay, so I have to make a decision. do I want to go to another city to study there? can i really afford that and can i really leave my friends and family behind? there is this one thing I want to study, but I would have to go to cologne and I love berlin. i don't really want to leave this city. well, i have a little more time to think about that, but...idk.

ou and yesterday i was at the birthday party of my fathers best friend. I like him and his family. and the best thing was, my sister was there too. everytime my family comes together like that(which isn't very often), i learn something about them and me. not always good things but it is interessting anyway...well, let's say, it was a VERY interessting evening...not as interessting as that one evening I spent with my sister(I keep remebering that although I was little, because it was filled with strong emotions)...

I want you to hit me as hard as you can...

oh my god! I just watched the latest episode of criminal minds. it's fantastic. really my best friend can tell you how much I was looking forward to watch it the whole week. I was constantly telling her, that there's the best episode coming up on wednesday...like three times a day. well, I'm totally looking forward to the next episode. it will be awesome as well. I just love spencer reid.
okay, there is this concert on sunday I'm going to. it will be great. I've seen the band four times live and they always rock(by the way the band's called Oomph!). I'm going there with my best friend and I think I'll take my camera with my. it will be pretty funny and we will have something to do, because we'll be there a few hour earlier...don't ask why^^

so, bye now...

ps: haven't cut my hair yet.