a pizza à la maximum rock

so i just had an awesome saturday with my best friend. I just always have so much fun with her. now I'm very tired, because we didn't sleep much, but that's okay.^^ I'm looking forward to the next meeting. or our next (monthly) weekend we spend togehther.

okay, so I have some (rocking) plans for this year already:
- in april, I will go to Braunschweig with friends for a band party with oomph!
- in july I will go to the zita-rock-festival once again
- somewhere between I have to apply for uni and decide where i want to go and what i want to do with my life
- also i have to go to Regensburg sometime this year, because I have to visit a friend there. haven't seen her a while

that's it for now...

love.hugs.and rock'n'roll

it's been a while

yeah, I made some new friends and lost some friends, especially that one girl I thought was a good friend of mine. well, years of friendship(at least I thought, it was friendship) doesn't mean anything to her. so...I really don't want to see her again. she said some really mean things about me and I don't think I can forgive her...

there is not much going on in my life at the moment. applycation for my fav uni is soon and I still have to work on my portfolio, but I think can do it.

aaaargh...and then there was this handball match today. really I like danmark and it's totally okay, that they won, but these referees were just blind. I haven seen a more incapable person ever!!! +grrr+

love. hugs. and rock'n'roll.

decisions to make and things to learn

okay, so I have to make a decision. do I want to go to another city to study there? can i really afford that and can i really leave my friends and family behind? there is this one thing I want to study, but I would have to go to cologne and I love berlin. i don't really want to leave this city. well, i have a little more time to think about that, but...idk.

ou and yesterday i was at the birthday party of my fathers best friend. I like him and his family. and the best thing was, my sister was there too. everytime my family comes together like that(which isn't very often), i learn something about them and me. not always good things but it is interessting anyway...well, let's say, it was a VERY interessting evening...not as interessting as that one evening I spent with my sister(I keep remebering that although I was little, because it was filled with strong emotions)...

I want you to hit me as hard as you can...

oh my god! I just watched the latest episode of criminal minds. it's fantastic. really my best friend can tell you how much I was looking forward to watch it the whole week. I was constantly telling her, that there's the best episode coming up on wednesday...like three times a day. well, I'm totally looking forward to the next episode. it will be awesome as well. I just love spencer reid.
okay, there is this concert on sunday I'm going to. it will be great. I've seen the band four times live and they always rock(by the way the band's called Oomph!). I'm going there with my best friend and I think I'll take my camera with my. it will be pretty funny and we will have something to do, because we'll be there a few hour earlier...don't ask why^^

so, bye now...

ps: haven't cut my hair yet.

need a change

I'm thinking about cutting my hair again. I don't know, I want a change...buuuut I waited so long for my hair to grow long and now it is..on the other hand I like this one haircut really much...it's like this:

well, I will think about it some more...bye for now

don't go to school anymore and still don't have more time

seriously: what do i do? besides work and redesingning my room? and I still don't have enough time for posting regulary or even working on my portfolio for uni.
come on...let's face it: I'VE BECOME LAZY! -.- there is no way, I will get an acceptance of the uni, if I'm that lazy. -.-
well, besides my self-doubts, there is not much going on in my life now...BECAUSE I just work, come home, eat, sleep, clean my room. O.o
hmm, okay yesterday I had a fun night, because I met all my freinds again. it was the birthday of a good friend of mine. but that fun didn't last long, because I had to get up early this morning. but at least I had fun.
what else? well, a friend of mine is now back at uni in another town. already miss him. hmm, i wonder, if it's more that friendship between us...but that's complicated and I don't want to thin about that now. remember? I've become lazy. ;)

back to the blog

sorry, I know, I haven't been posting for a while, but I was busy most of the time.
I have been on a trip through europe with some friends and it was awesome. I was in Italy, France, Belgium and the Netherlands. I saw a lot and met a lot of interessting people. everyone should do that, if they have the chance to.
okay, I have a job now and I want to save some money for the uni and for my planed trip to America. well, at the moment I spend more money than I saved, but we will see...
no more news for now, but I'm still alive. :)
and tonight me and my best friend, we will have a gilmore girls night. yay!