decisions to make and things to learn

okay, so I have to make a decision. do I want to go to another city to study there? can i really afford that and can i really leave my friends and family behind? there is this one thing I want to study, but I would have to go to cologne and I love berlin. i don't really want to leave this city. well, i have a little more time to think about that, but...idk.

ou and yesterday i was at the birthday party of my fathers best friend. I like him and his family. and the best thing was, my sister was there too. everytime my family comes together like that(which isn't very often), i learn something about them and me. not always good things but it is interessting anyway...well, let's say, it was a VERY interessting evening...not as interessting as that one evening I spent with my sister(I keep remebering that although I was little, because it was filled with strong emotions)...

I want you to hit me as hard as you can...

oh my god! I just watched the latest episode of criminal minds. it's fantastic. really my best friend can tell you how much I was looking forward to watch it the whole week. I was constantly telling her, that there's the best episode coming up on wednesday...like three times a day. well, I'm totally looking forward to the next episode. it will be awesome as well. I just love spencer reid.
okay, there is this concert on sunday I'm going to. it will be great. I've seen the band four times live and they always rock(by the way the band's called Oomph!). I'm going there with my best friend and I think I'll take my camera with my. it will be pretty funny and we will have something to do, because we'll be there a few hour earlier...don't ask why^^

so, bye now...

ps: haven't cut my hair yet.