decisions to make and things to learn

okay, so I have to make a decision. do I want to go to another city to study there? can i really afford that and can i really leave my friends and family behind? there is this one thing I want to study, but I would have to go to cologne and I love berlin. i don't really want to leave this city. well, i have a little more time to think about that, but...idk.

ou and yesterday i was at the birthday party of my fathers best friend. I like him and his family. and the best thing was, my sister was there too. everytime my family comes together like that(which isn't very often), i learn something about them and me. not always good things but it is interessting anyway...well, let's say, it was a VERY interessting evening...not as interessting as that one evening I spent with my sister(I keep remebering that although I was little, because it was filled with strong emotions)...

I want you to hit me as hard as you can...

oh my god! I just watched the latest episode of criminal minds. it's fantastic. really my best friend can tell you how much I was looking forward to watch it the whole week. I was constantly telling her, that there's the best episode coming up on wednesday...like three times a day. well, I'm totally looking forward to the next episode. it will be awesome as well. I just love spencer reid.
okay, there is this concert on sunday I'm going to. it will be great. I've seen the band four times live and they always rock(by the way the band's called Oomph!). I'm going there with my best friend and I think I'll take my camera with my. it will be pretty funny and we will have something to do, because we'll be there a few hour earlier...don't ask why^^

so, bye now...

ps: haven't cut my hair yet.

need a change

I'm thinking about cutting my hair again. I don't know, I want a change...buuuut I waited so long for my hair to grow long and now it is..on the other hand I like this one haircut really much...it's like this:

well, I will think about it some more...bye for now

don't go to school anymore and still don't have more time

seriously: what do i do? besides work and redesingning my room? and I still don't have enough time for posting regulary or even working on my portfolio for uni.
come on...let's face it: I'VE BECOME LAZY! -.- there is no way, I will get an acceptance of the uni, if I'm that lazy. -.-
well, besides my self-doubts, there is not much going on in my life now...BECAUSE I just work, come home, eat, sleep, clean my room. O.o
hmm, okay yesterday I had a fun night, because I met all my freinds again. it was the birthday of a good friend of mine. but that fun didn't last long, because I had to get up early this morning. but at least I had fun.
what else? well, a friend of mine is now back at uni in another town. already miss him. hmm, i wonder, if it's more that friendship between us...but that's complicated and I don't want to thin about that now. remember? I've become lazy. ;)

back to the blog

sorry, I know, I haven't been posting for a while, but I was busy most of the time.
I have been on a trip through europe with some friends and it was awesome. I was in Italy, France, Belgium and the Netherlands. I saw a lot and met a lot of interessting people. everyone should do that, if they have the chance to.
okay, I have a job now and I want to save some money for the uni and for my planed trip to America. well, at the moment I spend more money than I saved, but we will see...
no more news for now, but I'm still alive. :)
and tonight me and my best friend, we will have a gilmore girls night. yay!

ZOO-ish

YAY! I finally went to the zoo today. it was great. I haven't been to the zoo for years. I was there with my best friend. actually, it was her idea. love her for that. ^^ I filmed a lot of animals and stuff and I'll post a video about it on my video blog...you know that one on youtube. lol

well, tomorrow is the big game: germany vs. turkey. and everybody who knows me, will cross their fingers for germany, I know that. tehe

the wether is great here. don't go: wtf? i just wanted to tell you. it makes me happy. yeah and now you know...

and one more time: yay! in 8 days will be my school ball. it will be the best ball I ever went to...well, it's the first I'll go to...but shhh...but i will have fun, definitely...I've been looking forward to it since I go to this school....usually I'm more the rock and roll typ, but the girlish side of me wants this really bad.

okay, that's all i have to say for now...

berlin freaks out

Oh my God!!!
First Germany won yesterday and everybody in Berlin celebrated that on the street. Berlin was freaking out...and now, Turkey won after penalty shootouts. Berlin will freak out again, cause there so many Turks here. Wow! No rest for my poor city. xD
Okay that will be one hell of a game on june 25...Germany vs. Turkey! I hope there will be no trouble before, during and after the game. So please, every single german and every single turkish person in this town behave!
Matthew is in town, don't scare him! xD

soccer and my life

yes! we are in quarter final. but we have to play a lot better than the last times or we will lose against portugal. and that's nothing I want to see...ever...but this will be very hard, especially without frings and podolski.

well, tonight france and italy will play. I'm so crossing fingers for france (Allez les blues!!!). they have to win and romania has to lose. so that france will have 4 points and romania just 2 and italy just 1. that would be great...

yeah, what else happend in my life? nothing much. I watched movies with friends and I'm working on my portfolio...well, I'm mentally preparing for working on it..xD

yeah, and what's bugging me right now, is that I can't go on criminalmindsfanatic.net...i don't know, why it's not working...

a quick stop

...okay, just a quick post...because I'm going to meet a friend in half an hour, but I wanted to let you know, that I'm still alive. I get my results yesterday and they're awesome. they're better, than I thought they would be. so: yaaaaaaay! me and my friends celebrated that infront of the school...well, until the police came...it was so much fun.
yeah, the second part of the day wasn't as gread as that. I watched the soccer game with friends and houndreds of strangers on a biiig screen..yeah, and germany lost. I can't believe it, i payed for watching them lose. but it's okay, we gonna win on monday and then we will be european champion. I mean, I really like austria, but there's no way, that we gonna loose against them...well, except for they play like yesterday. -.-

okay, I will post another post soon. so, see you...

Romeo and Juliet

this is for my new found love juliet: XD

With Cupid's arrow; she hath Dian's wit;
And, in strong proof of chastity well arm'd,
From love's weak childish bow she lives unharm'd.
She will not stay the siege of loving terms,
Nor bide the encounter of assailing eyes,
Nor ope her lap to saint-seducing gold:
O, she is rich in beauty, only poor,
That when she dies with beauty dies her store.

O, she doth teach the torches to burn bright!
It seems she hangs upon the cheek of night
Like a rich jewel in an Ethiope's ear;
Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear!
So shows a snowy dove trooping with crows,
As yonder lady o'er her fellows shows.
The measure done, I'll watch her place of stand,
And, touching hers, make blessed my rude hand.
Did my heart love till now? forswear it, sight!
For I ne'er saw true beauty till this night.


and this is only for the members of the CM-board:
http://i153.photobucket.com/albums/s213/ich_bin_du/other/family_treeKopie2.jpg

the beginning

yep, today is the first day of the European Soccer Championship. yeees! sorry I love soccer and I have been looking forward to that for a really long time now. for those who don't know, it is probably the second biggest soccer event (after the world championship). sooo, yeah. I will be watching a lot of football (oookay soccer for american readers) in the next time.

originally I wanted to go to austria with a friend(that's where the matches are taking place), buuut apparently we didn't. she has to finish her final exams. yeah...sad, I know, but it won't kill me. sooo...next topic.



I haven't been able to go online or even start my computer, because my computer decided to NOT let me do that. it just didn't work. windows wouldn't start...but now, everything's fine again. I don't have to understand that, do I?



well. let me say one more thing: "YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY"! cait got a webcam!! aaand that's so great because? well, because I'm able to see her and talk to her of course! I'm so excited. she's awesome. you will read more about her on this blog. and she has her one blog here ( http://caitlin-elizabeth.blogspot.com/ ). read it!



oh and I'm in love! nope, not what you think...but I fell in love with a phone. yes, you read it right. I want a new phone, b

ecause...aaaahm...well....yeah...basically...ahm...I just want to have it, okay? I need it! it's that one:

pretty, right? well, if you don't like it, DON'T tell me!

okay, that's everything I had to talk about...

first try

okay, so this is my first post here. I thought I should make a written blog, because everyone is doing this...yeah right, I think it's fun and now I don't know what to write...
probably I sould write something about me at the beginning of this blog.
well, here it goes...
I'm a german girl from the capitol berlin.
I'm 19. at least for one more month.
I love movies and tv-shows.
I love music and I love shopping...
I love to party with my friends and of course I feel like sharing my life with strangers, otherwise I wouldn't sit here and try to think about what I could tell you about me.

well, my life's at a turning point at the moment. I finished school a few weeks ago and now I'm trying to find the right uni and also the right thing to study at the right uni, I haven't found yet(but I already said that). besides worrying about what I should do with my life now, I try to just enjoy it...so far I'm doing pretty good.

enough for now...I'll let you know about what's going on in my life.